In me (32nd Post)

In me

I am broken inside. I feel damaged and distraught. I clearly long for happiness.

There is so much anger in me. I fear the day I'll break down and lose hope for the world and for myself.


I feel so confused. I'm in need of someone , someone to understand me and whom can defeat my darkest fears and whom can assure me that I will be alright thereafter.

O'faith , I pray my soul woul d be saved , saved from the things that may cause me heartbreak.

I've lost my senses
I'm numb against the world
I need a knife or a sharp tool
to convey my indulgence

(just a poem I wrote)

To whom it may concern :

Please wipe the tears I've shed for it had caused me misery.
Demolish my security and take its place
Open my heart to the world without condition to my tendency
Take my hand and lay me to rest ,
for I see that way is the best



Break into silence and prayer



Wednesday , 21st October 2009 , 6.27pm